i feel like i am one of those 30 somethings trying desperately to hang onto my youth.. and when i say youth i mean late teens early twenties...i know i am still young but the 30 transition wasn't that easy for me... it presented many more social issues than i realized..like when your 30 you should be responsible, married have a kid or two and pay your bills on time.. in your twenties that kind of irresponsibilty gets laughed off and people figure you'll learn...now if you act that way its just d...

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i just realized that i have absolutley no money saved up or any money budgeted at all for chrsitmas.. none zip zero zilch....... and to make matters worse i get to pay for a mistake i made last year... don't drink and drive!!! i need a raise , a secopnd job , and i need to start pick pocketing... i am sooo poor.. well not really poor but i don't have as much money as i'd like.. nor will i ever.. i recently started playing the lottery...i know i have a snowballs chance in h...

well i got my first nasty response.. perhaps i misunderstood the whole pupose of this.. an outlet, a way to get things of your chest and thoughts out of your head.. so sorry if i sound a bit down due to my lack of finances..and in response to the comment .no i don't need a man or laid.. i have one ..thanks but on a cheery note.. things are going and i am happy for the short week.. it will be nice to relax with friends and family...hope the bad weather can hold off a little longer...we had our...

Well happy monday to all.. I had to leave work early today due to some serious dizziness.. I am pretty sure i have vetigo again from an inne r ear infection. ughhhhhhhh.. Oh well I shouldn't be surprised..This happens just about every year. This weekend was a blast..Too short of course. well at least my christmas tree is up...

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. a long weekend with a holiday thrown right in the middle.. what more could u ask for....actually today was i thinking about what i have to be thankful for.. which is alot really. i think the fast pace of life and the constant need to outdo the next person makes us lose perspective sometimes.... you see i work at a pharmacy.. and there are people trying to get there prescriptions filled fast with the holiday coming.. people that need them just to stay alive .. its reall...

i find it very odd how warm the weather has been in pittsburgh lately.... 65 in november??? is this from all those years of aqua net hairspray?? i feel like i have contributed to the delinquency of our ozone.. guilt guilt.. i should be happy its been so mild but at the same time i feel scared i may have to wear some sun protection suit when i am an old lady...... and will me children be fried?? or forced to live underground?? i need to do some beading...before i drive myslef crazy trying to ...

i should have learned my lesson..about loaning a friend money but i didn't.. i "fronted" a friend money and am now getting the big run around.. i have no money for rent..i have no money for bills but i can buy sushi all week and go clubbin'... ok.. and then i am going to get mad at you for oh so nicely asking for the money.. and tell you i don't feel its a priority to pay you back and you just have to deal with it.. what a pleasant way to spend your work day...... wanting to choke someone all da...